Language, and I - talking about from Lu Xun

I received 17 years in China's education, including formal language education for 13 years from the phonetic literacy, Three Hundred Tang Poems to classical, from early childhood stories, practical writing to the essay, the essence and the dross of Chinese are exposed to. Impression I always think in (most of my students also hold this idea) language both boring and useless, has been combined with the shortcomings of language teaching our students think of the ongoing violence, language was the target of public criticism.

University, the language is no longer formal education: the test a so-called university language, pass on it. No language constraints seem to have more blue sky ... Fortunately, I have not had interrupted his reading habits, the University of engineering career on and off also read some Chinese books, such as Zhu Guangqian aesthetic Introduction, Selected Works, etc. While I was reading high school year, the amount of the language to be more than four-year university, but the ease and freedom of thought is indeed far much less college. high school, look at White Deer are treading on thin ice: because it is said is not suitable for underage readers. Only Dream of Red Mansions is no such boundaries immortal classic books, anyone can read want to read how many times the number of school times, although also frequent minor should not be inside the Hun Duanzi.

I am so surprised that, at the university for four years I never re-read the works of Lu Xun, this "benefit" in high school spoon interpretation of the complete works of Lu Xun: A broken bowl Xianglinsao have a profound meaning! beggar's bowl is broken is not normal it? but the policy of the Ministry of Education and the so-called teaching reference must be provided for a broken bowl is dark indictment of the old society ... ... So, those of us thinking on the burgeoning youth In Lu Xun's vernacular language and lost the ability to think, as long as Lu Xun, and that is the complaint of the old society, so that a fixed pattern is invincible, just as Mao Zedong's Little Red Book. then and innocent young, very rebellious consciousness, not to challenge the authority of the teacher, the students had to ridicule among these works, such as Lu Xun's "right" not the word, and his "My yard two trees," the writing style - I until the entrance finished do not know why Lu Xun can climb the shrine has become a modern ruler of distorted text tools, and even weapons. so naturally to the university, a little to break the shackles of ideology, single-minded thinking Aspect long experience of things, then studied under philosophy, psychology and aesthetics of the novel will occasionally look at the foreign translation to the "exotic." Lu Xun? which stay cool which go! suffered the torture of the brain do not want to face old wounds ...

I have to say I left thinking quite so roughly the idea took shape in the latter part of the University. Probably like to see Dream in general, stand in the sun to see the government rather Eiji sites that is simply magnificent, well-dressed people; rather abruptly to see more insider, as if to hear coke drunk shouted "Bahui of Bahui, keep husband's brother's support husband's brother", it confirmed that this mansion was originally filth, that gentleman ladies nothing but Yiguanqinshou A If you find yourself to be deceived by people a long time, or find themselves disillusioned too late, more than a case of angry, because this is like the fact that his IQ is not high enough, so I in this mood has also been left thinking: Mean words can not match most people's ...

Lu Xun is very left of the figure, but I left the university is not the purpose of the left, is "blind left", but also because half of the young and fit. Really understand a little bit of Lu Xun began to have pushed back two years, that is, I truly experience the "freedom" when the meaning of Lu Xun's text really is not very bright, after all, he is not a brilliant song writing Yinci people, not some hack writer like singing the praises of window-dressing to promote peacefulness of peace and prosperity, while the vernacular as One of the generals, his contribution is indeed not small. the largest online rumors are mostly quotations from Lu Xun Lu Xun, or point out problems and reflect the social and pathological analysis of the Chinese people deeply sick, penetrating, so that the description in Bo Yang's "ugly Chinese people "had seen, but the first widely spread by Lu Xun and the masses. Not to mention that Lu Xun's essay" dagger "at the time how much of the impetus from the revolution, that is, today, Lu Xun's thesis 70 years ago is still widely Application: highly developed social, moral and cultural decay, government corruption, people 70 years ago, people still.

I still can not read Lu Xun, but compared with the past, big step forward: it is I know how to read Lu Xun said on Wikipedia, the KMT is the negative evaluation of the majority of Lu Xun, the Communist Party is mostly positive, are their own political needs, but the Communist Party here in our interpretation of Lu Xun, Lu Xun is a template-style, he is highly praised by Mao Zedong's handpicked characters, must be our standard-bearer of this faction (although mao said, Lu Xun Under Communist rule would have to continue to go to jail so to speak, Lu Xun, Guo said, is to accept the same transformation...) However, Lu Xun is really free, he is never satisfied with any real person, he is a revolutionary, is critical to send For this understanding, the Communist Party is clearly not welcome, so the students can not be varied interpretations, must be stereotyped "great standard-bearer." End of the World who is brilliant Rating: revolution, Lu Xun is the essence; "is" revolutionary the time, Lu Xun is dross. Lu Xun is a fighter forever, as long as there is dissatisfaction with the revolution. This radical attitude, I guess never learn not to, because at least I still have the spirit of fraternity, where Moreover, the revolution is a price to pay, and bloodshed should not be our goal now!

When read Lu Xun, Lu Xun as a monk is not to strangle the desire, nor worship the shrine of his worship on the fear, and only the occasional quiet reflection in my past language education, and I really have not learned how to think about is my own problem? I am confused, I know, so many years the only language taught me: conservative legalistic mind the idea anyway, do not wrong, but the activity of the brain will take divergent innovation very risk, not a political error is nonsense, so my brain has been estimated in the "to be" thinking of the state bar ...

I am glad not read People's Education Press textbook, I can see the names unfettered free to complex collection of essays, the one hundred truly appreciate the thought. My mother is not the party that set the framework for interpretation of the article, although I do not will be able to "right" to study, but at least my own brain and thinking.

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